1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
milan. if she didn't, I'm a dead man.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
if she looked, acted and was milan except older XD
3. When's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
whenever I play a video game.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
why not?
5. Is there someone mad because you're dating/talking to the person you are?
doubt it. I had some paranoia when we started dating but i think i'm over it.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
it's 6 am, so not yet.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
black pants and a leather jacket.
8. How often do you listen to music?
never leave the house without headphones.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
jeans, definately jeans.
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014?
I wish. I was hoping to have a trip to california by october and spend halloween with milan, but it's been pushed back a bit. I guess I'm just impatiant.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
if going out and getting drunk every weekend is your idea of social, i want nothing to do with it.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter 'A'?
no
13. What about 'R'?
no
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
depends. drive well?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
a little, i guess. even people who say they don't care usually care at least a little. i guess it depends on who it is saying it.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
as I said, I was hoping to.
17. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday.
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
XD of course! what kinda boyfriend wouldn't tell his lover the way he feels?
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
nope.
20. Is there a girl who you would do anyhing for?
only one. she's the only one i need :3
21. Name something you dislike about the day you're having.
I guess I'm kinda lonely. just waiting for milan, as usual.
22. Is it cute when girlskiss you on your forehead?
i guess XD
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
no.
24. What are you sitting on right now?
a couch. I've been sleeping here in the livingroom for months.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
only milan. and I never hear her say it enough X3
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
not really. I never had much intrest in dating until i met milan.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
my mother. no big.
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
I would fake a lot of colds if i didn't need money from work XD
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
I'm just wearing the jacket XD I rushed to put it on because I was cold when I got out of the shower
.30. Does anyone hate you?
not sure. I'm not much so i guess most of the people who hate me moved on by now.
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
no
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
ohhhhhhhh, absolutely! I'm watching the invisible man right now!
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
no. my sister has a tongue piercing. doesn't seem very comfortable >.<
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
probably one of the earlier ones i can't remember much about.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
not that i remember, just blank.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
a few hours ago. i miss milan so much.
37. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
milan said she wants to wait until she gets married, in 5 years she'll be 22. I hope that's long enough. i can't wait to share my life with her.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
as far as I know, only milan does. noone really cares about me much.
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
not sure, I hope milan is tho. ^w^
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
nope.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
yup. 2 years and counting <3
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
uh. not sure. I don't go out much.
43. Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?
yes. it makes me feel all fuzzy inside when she says it ^////^
44. What's the best part about school?
leaving.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
yea, i guess.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
nah.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
yeah,far too much.
48. Were you single over the last summer?
nope. and I'm better off for it.
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
not at all. a couple years ago, before i knew milan I was depressed. no drive, no plans, no motivation. i was a hollow shell of a human being.
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
it's 6:23 so sleeping, i guess.
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
no. he's a good friend of mine.
52. Are you nice to everyone?
I think I am but I've been told I can be accidentally offensive sometimes.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
not sure, don't think so.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
as I said, 2 years and never cheated. she's all i need.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
doubt it, I wear my heart on my sleeve. I hear I exaggerate a lot.
56. Do you think you like someone?
i know i do.
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a 'J'?
nope.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
why shouldit matter? normally i can be friends with anyone as soon as we find something to connect on. video games/movies/tv that kinda thing
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
no.
60. Do you hate anyone?
I guess. I tend to dwell on things far too much. I try to get over it.
61. How's your heart?
pumping pure sugar, why?
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
a lot.
63. Have you ever cried over a girl?
I have cried over milan. a few times, actually. twice in the past few days. I've had a rough week, i guess.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
probably noone. only one person really cares about me.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
no
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I certainly hope not. you ask like I planned a mistake :/
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
I sure hope not!
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
thankfully no.
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
telstra. my internet connection is annoying XD
70. How do you look right now?
shit. why?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
I try to be as open as possible but I'm most comfortable with milan.
72. Can you commit to one person?
of course! anyone who can't is just a prick XD
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes. of course!
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
story of my life. everyone moves on. my "friends", my father, my eldest sister. hell, i felt replaced 2 days ago.
75. Did you wake up cranky?
no. was pretty ok.
76. Are you a jealous person?
horribly so.
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
yes yes yes yes yes! I would be dead without milan, no question.
78. Anyone you're giving up on?
i already listed them -_-
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
just milan.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
wake up at midnight and stare at my computer screen waiting for milan to sign in. there's nothing else I can do.
81. Last person you cried in front of?
noone. I cry alone. which always makes it all that much worse.
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
I have a few favourites.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
Ithink so. she cares enough about me to help me through difficult times ^w^
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
cuddling. lots of cuddling.
85. Are you over your past?
i'm hope so.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
nope.
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
yes, I already answered that.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I'd tell milly she has nothing to be sorry for. she's never done wrong by me.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
i guess.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
no. I never "liked" someone until milan.
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
i need to.
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
not off the top of m head.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
nope. weird question.
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
yeah and it was going well, I think XD
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
yes. very happy indeed :3
96. Don't tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
i never text anyone XD my phone is pretty much just for music and internet on the go.
97. Who do you have texts from?
just work asking me to come in for work or my mom telling me what groceries to get, that's it.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
I promised her I wouldn't say it again. anyone who follows my tumblr knows, though X_X
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
ummm...my mum?
100. Who's in your profile picture with you?
the sky, why?
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
nope.
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
yes. they were delicious XD
1) Sexuality?
i call myself a milanisexual :3 only attracted to my GF, Milan.
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
anyone who looks like me so i can blame them for all my mistakes >.>
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
"2 egg whites" ...what?
4) What do you think about most?
milan :3
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
"missed call. no voicemail left."
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
either.
7) What's your strangest talent?
making referances nobody in the room could possibly understand
8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
girls say, boys say, hey babey, hey baby, HEY!!! *dances*
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
no but milan draws stuff for me sometimes. it makes me feel all fuzzy and warm X3
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
NOW!!!!
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
yeah, I hate crowds.
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
my finger when I was, like, 7 XD
13) What's your religion?
fairness and respect. nuff said.
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
something i don't want to but i try to get outside at least once a day so I don't get all fat and stuff
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
don't care
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
i don't like to narrow myself down to favourite anything. i keep an open mind and that often leads to me not looking too deep into things.
17) What was the last lie you told?
"yes, mom. right away"
18) Do you believe in karma?
yup
19) What does your URL mean?
it's my screen name for everything. i like it :3
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
milan. strange things happen to me.
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
when i was younger i had crushes on hinata hyuga and nodoka miyazaki but I'm over it now.
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
does showering count?
23) How do you vent your anger?
more often than not I just need to find something else to concentrate on and I can just let it go. it works best for me because everything else I've ever tried just makes me dwell on it and I get more and more angry.
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
i collect video games and films.
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
video chats. i like seeing people and talking to their faces.
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
I've only known one other I could be and I hated him.
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
i can't stand most repetitive and droning sounds. the sound of milan's voice
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
what if i never met milan? I know the answer. if I never new her I'd still be studying. I'd be horribly depressed, having no job, hating myself and not knowing why. i never knew any differant until milan gave me something I truely wanted in life. if it sounds like I'm overly mushy, that's why. if anyone actually reads this post, frankly I'll be amazed.
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
i take all theories as a possibility. I'm often playing the devil's advocate.
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
a mattress and a table.
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
the air, you dork. -_-
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
I remember once being stuck in a park area in the middle of the night. it was cold and dark. i was lost and afraid. I could hardly see what was right in my face, surrounded by silhouettes of trees and many things i didn't recognise. a rustling that could mean anything from a gently breeze to an assailant with intentions unknown. this was last year. it was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life.
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
which one is orange county in? XD
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
uhhh...that one woman who sings that song about stuff.
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
I make milan happy. her smile makes everything worthwhile.
36) Define Art.
a product of effort and passion.
37) Do you believe in luck?
it's a possibility
38) What's the weather like right now?
gloomy. just the way i like it.
39) What time is it?
11:35 am
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
not yet but i'm learning
41) What was the last book you read?
the cookbook you asked for earlier
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
i tolerate it in small amounts, i suppose.
43) Do you have any nicknames?
eth is what most people go with. bandicutie is a new one X3
44) What was the last movie you saw?
friday the 13th 7: the new blood
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
i don't get injured much but i have gotten so sick i needed to be rushed to hospital if that counts.
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
no, she flew to me X3
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
for the moment, crash bandicoot :3
48) What's your sexual orientation?
why would you ask me twice? -_-
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
if so, i wouldn't know.
50) Do you believe in magic?
it's a possibility.
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
a few but normally i just avoid those people, no big deal.
52) What is your astrological sign?
Aquarius.
53) Do you save money or spend it?
if i have something to save for.
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
a michael myers mask for halloween :3
55) Love or lust?
a bit of both makes a good relationship ^w^
56) In a relationship?
how'd you guess? XD
57) How many relationships have you had?
one. the only one I'll ever need.
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
almost
59) Where were you yesterday?
work & home
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yes but I have no idea what it is @.@
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
very comfy ones :3
62) What's your favorite animal?
wolves!!!
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
have you tried using pointy things?
64) Where is your best friend?
at her house.
65) Spit or swallow?
I spit my toothpaste :3
66) What is your heritage?
fuck if i know.
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
sleeping
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
satan von cuddlemyers.
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
gotten off what? @.@
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
I'm kind to others but I hate myself. soooooo no.
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
THE DOG!!!!!! THE FUCKING DOG!!!!!!
72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
tell everyone and spend as much time with milan as I possibly can. I guess I'm a little afraid but death happens, i guess i can accept it.
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
you can't have one without the other.
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
bananaphone. =w=
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
7039. a year i shall never see.
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
always being there for each other, spending all your time together and always wanting more.
77) How can I win your heart?
force yourself to become milan. not look like her, ot act like her, BECOME her. you can't. because she's the only one. that's why I love her so ^w^
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
absolutely. imagination and chaos are very close
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
finding milan on that one day. it could have been a day just like any other but she made it amazing.
80) What size shoes do you wear?
i think it's 8 in UK. no idea how big that is in american. i like having room for my toes.
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
"I'm still dancing!!!"
82) What is your favorite word?
schadenfreude. SING IT!!!
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
love!!!!
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
"eeeeeeeeeee"
85) What's the last song you listened to?
domo arigato, mister roboto
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
black. it's such a happy color
87) What is your current desktop picture?
milan being sassy :3
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
I have one in mind, but a close friend made me promise not to talk about it.
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
i can't think of any. i know the truth comes out eventually so i don't lie often.
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
say "keep it down! do the monster mash later!"
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
TREE POWERS ACTIVATE!!!
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
nothing now. but in a few years, i hope the one day I want to relive is my wedding X3
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
can't think of any. maybe because they were already erased!!!!!
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
I say "get away from me, random celebrity. I'm taken so beat it!"
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
gee, i wonder if it'll be the one plane ticket I've been saving up for for 2 bloody years and never shut up about!!!!!
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
no
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
not yet. hopefully that won't change
98) Ever been on a plane?
yes
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
"I LOVE MILAN AND WE'RE GOING TO GET MARRIED as soon as she let's me >.>"